I Want Things To Go Back To "Normal"

I finally read the first three edited chapters of Rapiers and got pleasantly surprised at how “decent” it is now. I can’t wait to get the finished product by mid or end of September and finally let it out. Sometimes I still feel insecure about it. But whenever I read it, it makes me feel comfortable. I know I’m meant to do this. There are times I think why am I subjecting myself to all kinds of stress for a project that may not succeed? Well, cheesy as it may sound, it’s my dream. And pursuing one’s dream ain’t easy.

Last week I wrote the summary of how my July and the first two weeks of August went. I wasn’t able to write for almost a month. Now I want things to go back to normal given no BS will hurl towards me from work. I’m positively sure things will be relatively quiet for the months to come. I hope.

And so with a blank face I look at the computer screen not sure how I’m going to start working. But I’ve been nudging slowly but surely.