I'm waiting for the result of something I did almost 3 weeks ago, specifically, I don't want to blog about it just yet. But waiting sucks. Big time.
It makes you feel helpless, anxious and a whole lot of emotions I couldn't explain.
If it's a no go. I'll cry but at least I know I did my best but didn't make it. Time to make some other plans.
If it's a go, then great!
Now? I'm in a standstill and I'm thinking about it every freaking day. It's distracting.
Over thinking about it and whole other things has been a bane to me lately.
I can't even follow it up because as per the advise of my friends it might do more harm than good.
And so I wait. I wait effing more. I hate this feeling.